This is a post for someone that I made a deal with.
Few days ago, I was looking through my personal blog about whatever that I had written down in the past. Looked back to the stories in my life especially high school memories that I miss a lot and I realized that high school is the place for most of us to discover every new thing. I entered the school without a single friend when i was form 1. Well,the beginning of the high school life was scary for me because everyone seemed to have their own group and I was this lost kid. Fortunately, I managed to make few friends from my class and then followed by other classes. People say it is hard to get close friends in high school but i think is even harder to leave them, and impossible to forget them especially you have been hanging out together with them during school time and outings. It is like one day we'll wave hello, and wish we never had to say good-bye. All of us started out as total strangers in the same school and ended as friends.
I have this friend, a very close friend of mine now. I cannot remember how we met each other because he was this little shy boy that did not talk much or I should say I barely see him talk. We started to talk and hang out when we were form 2 because we were in the same club and I had my moral class at his classroom. Besides, I always walked to his class for my friends after recesses or classes and of course I talked to him before I went back to my class. Things were a little bit different when we were in form 3, rumours like who like who started to spread around so we ended up to be a couple and we kept it low so that others will not know about. However, eveyone found out which I do know how. I guess because the shcool is not that big, everyone knows everyone especailly it comes to gossip. Anyway, we broke up after PMR.
Sad huh?
Personally, I do not think so. It is true to say that it was very awkward after that because we were in the same class in form 4 and we did not talk much after broke up. However, we managed to avoid the awkward thing between us. So we were back to last time, close friend again, even closer than the past! Still, some of my friends kept on telling me stuff like "you guys look good together, dont waste it" and of course nothing happen in between. Eventually, I figured it there is not anything between us other than frinedship after a very long time. I was very happy about the conclusion that I made it because I took a long time to figure it out.
I got to admit that he is a good listener. We talk about everything as in everything like lame jokes, problems and so on. Always patiently listen to me whenever I cannot deal stuff by myself and give advices as well. A very caring friend for everyone because he will never dump you alone at anywhere. Trust me, I made him to go shopping with me by telling what if I went missing if I take cap alone or all kind of crap and it works! Now, he thinks that I'm very good at making others to feel guilty by stories, haha. I am really glad that he found his loved one now, everyone is very happy for them because they been through a lot before they reached the point.
See, we are close friends now. I have seen my friends do not even care about their exes once they are done with each other which I do not think is a good way. It is always better to have a friend instead of stranger. Listening and communicating with each other help in a way.
© the vanilla villain Vivian
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